Words Vs. Content
I don’t know where to start my content creation process. I have been swinging between the worlds of YouTube and Blogging for a while without being able to declare a clear winner. This is a mentally exhausting process. Right now I’m writing this in present tense because the conflict is still ongoing. YouTube and Blogging require several sets of skills to get up and running. The very reason for the conflict is my belief that I have all the necessary skills to start my content creation on both platforms. As you can see I have all the necessary tools and equipment to start the video creation process or start the blog, but what I lack is the WILL to choose either and work hard until I reach a time when I can say “I’m satisfied” with my effort or just stop overthinking the process or giving excuses for my inability to start what I’m passionate about.
There’s always a silver lining, since I have started to write this post, (I don’t know whether someone would read this far), I can say that I’ve made the choice between Blogging and YouTube (Video creation for other platforms such as TikTok, Facebook). But my decisions are fragile and can change at any given moment!
I’m the same person, if….
If you’re seeing this post as the first post or the top most post in this blog after so many days since the publishing date, it means that again I’ve taken a decision to do something else or am still wondering whether I should continue with the blog or pursue something else. In other words, I’m still stuck in a constant loop or stuck between the two worlds.
I’ve changed, if…
In contrast, if there are posts after the publication of this post or if this website is active at the time you’re reading this post, it means that I’ve become that person who has made a clear decision to maintain this blog regardless of the choices presented to me. Considering my life or my past behaviour, this scenario is unlikely, but the whole point is to change my behaviour for good.
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